Featured Quote: "Let us endeavor so to live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry." - Mark Twain (1835 - 1910)                                                                                                                                                                                             Featured Apology: I'm sorry for creating a really s**t atmosphere when everything had been so nice. I'm a proper nobjock and I hate myself quite a bit right now. You and Sal are the best friends that I've ever had and I don't want to screw that up. Ever. Forgive me and forget it happened??   I'm sorry for all that i have put you through since late last year. Your happiness is important to me and it was my goal to try and make you happy again and hopefully with me. I’ve never done a sorry like this before and doubt I will ever do it again. what does bother me is helping you, being there for you, caring about you and you most likely having someone else in your life his name starts with P, that and he is probably your date for that Aug. 7th wedding and if all thats true then I'm wasting my time here, I should then not try anymore and take your advice - look elsewhere, and it would be a shame and a loss too as I care about you, your kids, and your family. Please give me and our friendship/relationship a chance to work things out. You have been the best thing I’ve had for along time, and maybe me for you too. Its me, my turn to show you how much i can treat you nice, respectful and maybe treasure you. You deserve the best and i would like to be given that chance to make you feel good again, be happy, and make you feel proud of me. You make me wanna be a better person and thats the most important part, trust will come in time I promise you and of course, having love for someone also helps.   Have u ever hurt someone so bad u cried? Not a first time, not a second time not even a third. I can hear it in your voice and know how bad it hurts. At times i wonder why we keep on cz all i do is hurt you n hurt you again and again. I don't know what to do to make you understand how sincerely sory i am. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. I'm sorry for all that i have put you through in the last few months. Your happiness is important to me and it is my goal to make you happy again with me. Please give me and this relationship a chance to work things out. You have been the best you could be for me and it is my turn to show you how much i appreciate,respect and treasure you. You deserve only the best and i would like to be given the opportunity to make you feel good and make you truely feel proud of me. I love you. You make me wanna be a better person.   My baby girl. I'm sorry you thought you disappointed me so many times. The only time was when you dropped out of college because I knew you were capable of so much more, and making a good life for yourself. I was always proud of you and all your accomplishments. Apparently, I didn't relay that very well. In your suicide note, you said you were sorry that you disappointed me again. I am so sorry that that was one of your last thoughts. If I could have you back for just one minute, I would tell you that I love you with all my heart, and that you did not disappoint me during your years here on earth. I'm sorry you felt there was nothing left for you here. You are so loved and missed by all of us. I'm sorry you married someone who has so much in common with the devil. I'm sorry I didn't do everything I could to stop you. I'm sorry I didn't teach you that love and kindness is not returned by someone that evil. I'm sorry I didn't teach you to be more cynical. All you ever wanted was someone to love and cherish you. I'm sorry I didn't teach you to doubt what some people say, and to pay more attention to what they do. I'm sorry. I, and your beautiful children were not enough for you to live for. I seriously doubt that any of us will ever be the same again. A big part of us is missing now. I can only pray that the Lord saw your pain, and took you home in his arms.