This should have either been said a long time ago or never at all. Leann, I am so sorry for what I did to hurt you. The decision I came to break up with you is probably the dumbest decision I have to date and as many people can tell you I have made some pretty dumb decisions. I do look at my life now and see how it could have been bettered just by being with you even though the amount of time I have is so minimal because of the Navy. I know now you had become part of me over the time that we were together and I know that sounds lame and it probably means nothing now because of the time that has passed. I know I am still an asshole in your words from what I did and will never forgive myself. I do hear you have found someone else who can treat you as well as I should have been able to treat you. I hope you find the happiness you deserve. Again, I am sorry.