I am sorry that you could not keep it in your pants. Things between us could of worked out if you were willing to not cheat on me. I was dedicated to you and our little family, I gave it my all and you were giving it to other women. I am finding out there were more then just me. Not only could of you been with me but also with your son. You gave up on him and I just dont get it. HE is an amazing man. He is smart, funny, kind, strong.... part you and part me. Unfortunately the only time he see's you is when he see's the bad part in him...
He told me that a monster use to come and cry on his tummy when he was little. He was too afraid to open his eyes. He told me this as a young adult. I had to explain to him that it was YOU not a monster. He needed to understand so he was not afraid of something that was no longer there. How could you do this to him? I am fine that you did all this to ME, lies, cheating, beating me, mentally abusing me... but to him, why abandon him just because you got into an argument? You became the person he wrote about in that letter. You became JUST a sperm donor in his life. Well dont worry I have given him a strong foundation. I am sorry you can not see how great he is nor will your family whom you have scared into not taking part in his life, they are as bad as you are. You will never see the great things he will take part in BUT I WILL.
You had a chance to make things right with him. I GAVE THAT TO YOU. You just spit at it and once again failed and abandoned the best thing you ever took part in making.
You suck. I will have the last laugh about it. I will make sure you pay and he inherits your losses.
I am not sorry I married you. Even though my mother tried to talk me out of it the day I said our vows, THE ONES YOU BROKE. I did love you at one time until you treated me like your father must of treated your mother. Perhaps that was all that you knew. Unfortunately for you I knew better. I knew what love really looked like. I had parents who were in love with each other. If they hadnt done one more thing right at least they did that. They showed me and my brother how a man treats his wife and how they respond to each other. Now I am doing this with your cousin. Sucks to be you.
You have run out of time.

I am so sorry I married you.
You turned out to be a bigger monster then anyone I have ever known. This is so sad because you started off a nice person but we both know it was all a lie, just like everything else that comes out of your mouth.When you gave me up something in you became ugly, outraged and slimy. You never gave me your heart because you never had one. You never saw what real love was. Your parents were icecubes where as mine were best friends and in love. Hey just like my husband and I are now. Guess what, you can't take that away from me and you will never find it. As soon as they find out what a piece of crap you are.. they will be gone and I will make sure to laugh my butt of about it, maybe even laughing WITH THEM>
I thought I could make a life with you because you were so calm... it ends up you just had NOTHING inside of you. I could not make a life out of nothing... you were a waste of my time.
I am glad we had our children but even they will end up seeing the drug filled, alcohol based looser you are. It has already begun and you dont have to waste your time trying to point the finger to me. It was ALL you, you can have the credit since that is where it is due. Thusly this is why they were taken away from you for 5 months.
The only thing you could do right now is stop breathing.
I am sorry you were ever given life. Your mother chose wrong by choosing life.... and I am against abortion... but in your case.... Naaaa.
There I dumped it, just like I dumped you! You will never be able to hurt my children and I again. We are happy without you so you will have to live with it.

I am sorry I hurt you.
I tried my best to be a good wife and mother. I hope I didnt fail you as much as I failed myself. I am having a hard time getting over the other night when part of me died.
My heart is happy when you are happy but right now something is wrong inside, I cant find my way out of this misery. I dont think you will ever find this website but thought I would get it out to the world that I think you are a better man then you think you are.
I saved you all those years agod but God knew he needed you to save me, even if it ends up saving me from myself.
Please know you made my life worth living.
Your wife.