Years ago in school i was so horrible to you sometimes, or i sat back and let others treat you like dirt. I'll always remember that time you cried, it makes me feel sick and uneasy just thinking about it. I guess that's the guilt. I'm so sorry for the things i said to hurt you and what my friends did to you. I never disliked you, in fact, i thought you were a nice guy. And at the time i said those things, even as i said them, i didn't mean them. I'm not justifying what i did but at the time, i guess i was just too scared of being turned on by the others that i went along with it and joined it in order to save mysef the same fate. I know i must have really hurt you and made you feel like you were unlovable or unworthy, i know i must have really dented your self esteem and i will always be sorry for that. I've talked to you recently and you say you have no bad feelings towards me. You're such a good person, you never deserved how you were treated. I just hope you realise i've changed and that im truely sorry for the things i said.